i feel you

The morning rays awake me
With a soft caress
I blush as I feel you greet
With your eyes on me

And when the zephyr
Whispers in my ear
I hear you talk to me
As you kiss my cheek

To a quiet symphony
I see our souls dance
Creating our own magic
Singing our own song

When the whole world
Curses the blazing sun
I welcome the warmth
As I feel you embrace me

And the playful raindrops
Are also sent by thee
So I can remember the times
When you tease and tickle me

Times when my eyes get moist
And I can no longer stand
You sit beside my pillow
And in my dreams hold my hand

Not like a shadow
That’s a slave of the light
I sense you follow me
Even when you’re not around

surreal dreamz

Stolen kisses, a whispering WISH
Your arms draw me to an eternal embrace
I enter BLISS

Frozen moments, racing HEARTS
Somewhere in between I lose myself
Sanity DEPARTS

To be or not to BE
Forgotten dilemmas fade away
It's just you and ME

Sleepless nights, a land of DREAMS
One magic makes this night complete
All is SURREAL

i remember

Every drop, every flower;
Every touch, every whisper;
Every moment, every hour;
Every breath, every thought
Seems to be embedded in my mind
From naught to the time
You walked out the door.
O! My poor heart wonders now
If the tears that moisten
These dreamy eyes
Are in the melancholy of your farewell
Or the reason of the outpour lies
In the joy of knowing you, loving you,
And still finding you near…

The Blessing & The Curse

One day God said to me,
“A special gift I have for you, my child.
Though, all around you may be fell
This gift will make you smile.”

Joyfully I accepted the gift
As it showered from up above
And thanked Him each day
For the beautiful gift of Love

“But be careful my dear”
Said the Lord unto me
“Don’t mix it with worldly pleasures
And you’ll learn to love like Me.”

Hurriedly I took the advice
Too eager to use my gift
And soon found myself
Oblivious to ever receiving it

So lost was I in my world
That I didn’t realise when,
Sanity departed and I drowned,
In the love I found for him.

Beyond all measure
Beyond all imagination
Beyond all reason and doubt
I loved like I had never before
I loved and never looked back

Unconditionally like the Lord does
I love him even when he does not
But shortly creped in the vices
That I so merrily had forgotten

“But Lord I am only human
How can I not think and want?”
I finally argued in vain.
“My child, you were clearly warned”

So as the joy of love
Fills my heart and soul
Desires, needs and questions
Haunt me in the night

For I love with the love of the Lord
Till my mind takes control
And pierces my loving heart
With arrows so cold

But so beautiful is His love
A blessing for my soul
That I accept the curse it brings
Accept being a mortal after all

Sometimes...

sometimes i wanna lean... and feel my world lies within the arms that hold me
sometimes when i fall down... i look up to you
sometimes i wish... for dreams to turn to reality
sometimes i go quiet... hoping you'll understand what's left unsaid
sometimes i hurt... when i fail to make you understand that your love's no addiction, no boredom, no obsession for me
sometimes i fear... i'll lose myself and you'll be alone, not me
sometimes i call your name... just to feel the joy it brings to my heart
sometimes i listen... to hear if you're calling my name
sometimes i let go... though i know waves will drown me someday
sometimes i cry... for i wish you'd come and hold me close
sometimes i sing... a tune long forgotten. just for memories sake
sometimes i stop... to see if you are around as you said you'll be
sometimes i wonder... if you stop a moment to think about me
sometimes i pray... for peace and happiness as you sleep beside me
sometimes i have questions... because there are answers my heart doesnt wanna believe
sometimes i go away... only to see if you'll come looking for me
sometimes i act strong... just so you would come lean on me
sometimes i hold your hand... to let you know i'm there anytime you need me
sometimes i need you... like the very air that i breathe
sometimes i wait... not for time. not for life. not for fate. but for you. 'cuz, alone, i cant move ahead...